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I plan to write explicitly about what exactly it is that I would like at that moment in time; in fact writing this was prompted by my current all-consuming need to feel a cock sliding inside me, fucking me, filling me, shoving into me, the weight of a man between my thighs and on top of me. I want to have my legs pushed apart by a man who spreads my pussy lips to see how wet I am before teasing me with the tip of his penis, making me beg him to fuck me. It won’t take much for me to beg, believe me.
At the moment I don’t even have access to porn to see the cocks I want so much.

Just writing this has got me so horny that I need to relieve myself.

I might have to visit a swingers club to get the cock I need – for some reason this is preferable to picking up a stranger in a nightclub and taking him home. Too many recent experiences have been disappointing, be it that the man involved had had too much coke and couldn’t get an erection, or that another’s penis was too small. I’m not much of a size queen, but occasionally a large cock might be nice.

I’m also not into one night stands, although right now I am seriously considering one. The difficulty is finding someone suitable! Again, I have toyed with the idea of swingers’ sites and finding a local fuck buddy, but I am pretty particular about who I fuck and I usually find someone’s brain interesting first, rather than their face. Online dating has proved fairly fruitless, as a girl who is upfront on her profile about the fact she likes sex tends to attract the slightly loony types who can’t get it anywhere else. There is also the danger of photoshopping, or of using a fake photo. Although to be honest if the cock was right, I’d probably go for it anyway.

I kind of like the idea of an anonymous date just for sex, turning up at a hotel, going upstairs and fucking each other senseless, then leaving again. I did have a fuck buddy of sorts, but I am fairly insatiable and he wasn’t able to keep up with me, although I think he did enjoy watching me wank myself off (several times if necessary) if he couldn’t get it up again. He’d always help out with his fingers or tongue. Going back there would be a baaaaad idea, however, although I still wish I’d asked him to help me try to squirt. I’m always astonished at how many guys on these dating sites open a conversation with “do you do anal?”. The answer is, categorically, no. Nor watersports. Nor anything illegal. Seriously though, what’s the fascination with anal? Been watching too much porn and your last girlfriend refused? Good for her. Go get one of those realdolls.