Masturbation

I can finger myself for hours before needing to properly cum. Or I’ll masturbate in the morning and again at lunch and again (if not several times) in the evening. If I’m home alone I’ll happily set aside an evening to sit around and wank and cam with people. I’ll gather together all my favorite toys and accessories and then look at some porn or read some erotica to get my pussy nice and wet and my clit swollen. Sometimes I will use the aforementioned suction cup to make my clit really swollen, leaving it on while I look at newbienudes or watch someone on cam. Sometimes I’ll slide my dildo into my pussy and enjoy feeling filled up while I get hot. I might take some photos or a video. Sometimes I’ll use nipple clips while lying around with my legs spread, gently rubbing the area around my pussy. I don’t touch my clit until I’m about ready to explode.

Then I’ll start to rub my clit, or perhaps I’ll use my vibrator around the clit area. I’ll dip it into my cunt and spread the juices around, pulling the hood up with my fingers to reveal the tip underneath. Initially it’s too sensitive to put my fingers or vibe on. I’ll also dip my fingers into my pussy and rub the juices on my nipples. I like to concentrate on getting them hard, and enjoy flicking them or rubbing them with my fingers. Using lube or pussy juice on them is great, as you can keep rubbing them for ages without it hurting.

When I feel myself starting to build up to orgasm, I’ll often stop and look at more porn or take more photos of my wet pussy. I don’t have much willpower and often will cum at this point if I can’t bear to take my finger or the vibe off my clit. To cum, I need pressure directly on my clit; rubbing around it or on my pussy lips just doesn’t cut it. I usually rub from side to side and find that using a cotton bud or similar to rub it can lead to an incredibly intense orgasm. Swapping hands gives a different sensation; usually I will hold my pussy lips apart with my left hand and rub my clit with my right hand but swapping this gives an altogether different sensation. Usually by this point I can lift up the hood and stimulate my actual clit, but always with plenty of lube otherwise it gets sore. Using my vibrator directly on it is guaranteed to get me moaning with pleasure. I have quite a range of noises, from low moans through to whining pleas to cum, to loudly gasping for breath at the point where the orgasm hits me. The neighbors must love it. One day I’d like to go somewhere totally remote and masturbate, just to be able to really let go when I cum. Plus there’s always the possibility of being discovered and given a helping hand… I’ve recorded myself cumming in the past, and it sounds really weird.

Sometimes I will stop and just ride my dildo for a while, but it is all I can do not to delve down to my clit again. If I get the angle right I can stimulate my clit with the dildo, giving a less intense but equally enjoyable effect… As yet I haven’t managed to cum just through using my dildo, but I have been very close, especially if I’ve masturbated a lot beforehand (without cumming) and my clit is very swollen. I like to try to build up the orgasm several times, each time the process takes a little less time and I run a greater risk of cumming before I intended to. Building up like this leads to a much stronger orgasm.

Eventually I’ll let myself cum and like to watch my pussy open and close in the mirror as the orgasm goes through my body. I managed to squirt once many years ago but despite trying again and again and reading up on techniques, I’ve not managed to repeat it. I’ve yet to work out if it happens after you’ve cum a few times, or if it’s the first time and you need to really work your g-spot with a vibrator first. Once I’ve cum I’ll lie back for a bit, usually with the dildo still inside me, and then I’ll start again. Usually it doesn’t take long to cum again, and the orgasm is often more intense the second time round. The most I’ve cum like that is four times in a row; after that it becomes painful, though still enjoyable! It does mean I can’t touch my clit for a while though, often for a couple of days, which for a regular masturbator like me is torture.

I really want to learn how to squirt, though, although internet sites say once you’ve started, it’s hard to stop! Could be tough explaining that one away, although I generally leave a large wet patch anyway – one of the dangers of having a particularly wet snatch. My calling card, as it were. I don’t know why it fascinates me so much, but then I guess I am a little twisted…