Showing off

I am very much a visual person where sex is involved – yes, my brain is very involved too – but I like looking at porn and at people’s bodies, be they male or female – I find both attractive. Breasts fascinate me, especially large ones, as I am not huge myself, and I would like to try playing with a well-endowed woman. Although I am not attracted to women IRL, I have experimented in the past and would consider having sex with a woman, if only to make sure she had a great orgasm and to have another go at going down on a woman – my first sexual experience was with another girl and we would regularly go down on each other, although we never kissed. It was all about cumming.

I am definitely an exhibitionist as well as a voyeur. I like nothing more than watching men and women masturbate or fuck, and I love to see my lover’s cock entering my pussy and coming out covered in my cum. I like having them watch me finger myself, encouraging me as my orgasm builds, knowing that watching me is turning them on. It’s a bonus if they join in and we end up fucking.

When I masturbate I like to watch myself in a mirror, and I love taking pictures and videos of myself, some of which are posted on various amateur internet sites. This is a huge turn-on, especially those where the pictures and videos are rated by other users. I get so hot reading other people’s comments, especially if they send me photos of their hardons after looking at my pictures. I like looking at amateur sites such as newbienudes, eroticy and the like, where normal people put up pics of themselves and their activites. All legal, all safe, all thoroughly enjoyable to look at. Proper porn does nothing for me.

I used to be a regular on adultfriendfinder, especially for the webcams (and often did a show myself), but now you have to pay to watch a webcam even if you contribute one yourself, and so I have lost interest. I also got bored of endless requests to show my face or asshole – people can be very demanding despite having a nice pussy and tits to wank over. I am also the owner of a fully hairy pussy (at the moment) and got sick of requests to shave. If you don’t like it, don’t look at it. Sheesh.

That said, I have made many ‘friends’ through the site who have my yahoo cam address and so we can watch each other playing. Men and women and couples all join me regularly to masturbate together. Requests for that through here are unlikely to yield a positive answer, by the way. I’m not sure why camming appeals so much – maybe it’s having 500 men and women watching you finger yourself, maybe it’s the joy of opening your cunt up on cam when you’re feeling horny and discovering you can get other people off at the same time. I love putting the cam right up close so they can see my cunt juices beginning to flow as my finger works my clit, or the dildo sliding in and out, or my pussy opening and closing when I cum. Also while some of my activities (see below) might be a turn-off to some, the majority find it a huge turn on and the views of rapidly hardening penises are rather rewarding… That said, don’t expect me to hold a conversation while I’m fucking myself – I may be good at multitasking but typing while rubbing my clit is not an easy job. Maybe I should get a mic. I do like the idea of people hearing me cum.

Watching someone get hard is one of my favorite things. I found a website that shows pictures of soft and hard penises, and the anticipation of a hardening cock is one of life’s greatest pleasures. You know that cock is headed for your cunt, and the sooner the better. Even if the cock is only coming to you via a video or a webcam, there’s a lot to be said for getting creative with a dildo.

I would love to be able to show my face as I wank but there is too great a danger that someone I know will be watching. I love listening to guys cumming, although I can’t return the favour as I have no mic on my webcam; a shame, as I cum pretty hard and loud. Again, requests for phone sex are usually met with a polite but firm ‘no’. Part of the attraction is also the feeling that it’s a ‘bad’ thing to do, that nice girls don’t do things like that, don’t feel things like that. My friends have no idea that I cam regularly. I am definitely not a nice girl, then. Too bad!