It's just occurred to me that it might be quite fun to write down a fairly typical masturbation session for me. I've not had a wank for a while and having spent the last hour looking at newbienudes and youporn, among others, I can feel my pussy is getting pretty wet.
I like to change into an open-fronted bra and perhaps some stockings or open crotch tights to keep my cunt on view.
Usually I'll start by playing with my tits. My nipples are very sensitive and I like to rub lube or pussy juice on them and flick them. I like to use suction on them too, or clamps and weights. I don't like pain, but I do like a twinge or to feel them being pulled down by weights. I also like it when I'm in the doggy position and can feel my weighted tits swinging. I take photos of my clamped tits and then move south to my swelling cunt. I'm squeezing my nipples right now as I write this.
If I'm starting the session fresh without looking at porn, I'll photograph my cunt before my pussy juice starts flowing and my clit swells. This usually happens pretty quickly after I start playing with myself. I like to use a suction cup on my clit and often put this on early on while I look at porn and use my vibrator on the suction cup, making my clit fill the cup. Sometimes I'll use a dildo in my cunt too. I'm thinking of buying an inflatable dildo to help with learning to fist myself. I love stretching my cunt so it gapes and there is no better feeling than my cunt filled up with a big cock or a fat dildo.
Once I'm ready to start masturbating properly, I'll take the suction cup off my clit and rub my cunt juices around my swollen pussy, all over the clit. I like to rub my clit a few times to get the sensations going. I will also stick my suction dildo on to a wall and fuck it slowly either doggy style or sitting up. I like to hold my legs close to me for resistance - I can push against them to fuck the dildo deeper. I love to moan and groan as I fuck my dildo, and if I still have clips on my nipples, the fucking motion will give me twinges of pain that make me cry out.
Now I'm really horny, and my pussy is gushing with juices. Often I'll switch my webcam on and see if any of my cybersex contacts are around. I have several who love to watch me wank, and they will usually put their cameras on for me to watch them. I don't like to talk to them, I just want them to watch me play with myself. I used to regularly wank on Adultfriendfinder but the site crashes when I try to use my cam - a damn shame, because having 500 or more men and women watching me fuck myself got me so horny! There are a few other sites that let me wank on cam. I would love to show my face as I play and cum but there is too great a danger someone I know might be watching! I usually set my cam so it is visible to anyone who wants to watch it, rather than allowing only certain people to watch. I like the voyeuristic aspect.
If I'm wanking alone rather than on cam, I will usually build up almost to orgasm, either with my fingers or one of my vibrators, then stop and rest briefly. The more I build it up the better, so I like to try to hold off from cumming 10 or more times. Sometimes I can prolong it by just fucking my dildo for a bit, although if I am too close to cumming, even pushing the dildo into my cunt can make me cum.
Recently I've tried to squirt, but obviously I'm just not stimulating my g-spot enough. Maybe I need to fuck my dildo a lot longer, or turn my vibrator on and fuck my cunt with it for a long time. I'm not sure it's possible for me to feel any more horny so that's not the problem...
Sunday 28 December 2008
Friday 17 October 2008
Thursday 14 August 2008
Here we go again
Once again I'm horny as hell and desperate for cock. I'm seriously considering picking up some random guy in a bar this weekend just so I can feel someone's cock sliding into my wet cunt, someone's fingers other than mine probing my clit. I am even temped to get in touch with ex boyfriends even though I probably burnt those bridges years ago and lets face it, there's no guarantee of a fuck there. They'd probably tell me to go screw myself (and I've been doing enough of that already).
The idea of going to a swinging club is also at the back of my mind. I don't think I'd ever have the confidence to do it but it may yet come to that, plus it would do something to satisfy my exhibitionist side. I think I'd need a personal recommendation from another single gal before I'd go anywhere.
The trouble with getting laid is that you want it again, and more often. And being a shy single gal whose friends are mainly coupled up, it's hard to meet single guys. At least, it's hard to meet single guys who I'd actually want to fuck, although as time goes on and I get hornier, my standards are starting to slip!
Time to find a fuckbuddy. This pussy needs cock, the bigger the better, and soon.
The idea of going to a swinging club is also at the back of my mind. I don't think I'd ever have the confidence to do it but it may yet come to that, plus it would do something to satisfy my exhibitionist side. I think I'd need a personal recommendation from another single gal before I'd go anywhere.
The trouble with getting laid is that you want it again, and more often. And being a shy single gal whose friends are mainly coupled up, it's hard to meet single guys. At least, it's hard to meet single guys who I'd actually want to fuck, although as time goes on and I get hornier, my standards are starting to slip!
Time to find a fuckbuddy. This pussy needs cock, the bigger the better, and soon.
Saturday 9 August 2008
Fantasies
Many of my fantasies are to do with men telling me to masturbate for them, or using me and dominating me for their pleasure. Often they involve me being directed to masturbate in a particular way, or to fuck them in a particular way. I enjoy close contact when having sex, and am a fan of various positions, most of which allow me or them to play with my clit while their penis is inside me, usually because I find it difficult to cum just through penetration alone. I also love having my breasts played with, especially if I am on top or they have easy access to them. Being lazy, I like giving myself up to a man to do with me as he will, although as mentioned before, certain things are a no-go area…
A long-term fantasy of mine…
I am completely naked, lying on a table in a theatre with an audience watching via cameras above and around me. Some men are standing around the table, their hands on me, touching my tits and pussy and working me up into a frenzy. I want to be surrounded by their erections as they suck on my tits and lick my cunt lips. They are not allowed to touch my clit or I will cum too quickly.
Two will each take my legs and spread them completely, inviting the cameras in to show the audience to see how dripping wet I am. They might use a dildo on me, spreading my juices onto my tits as they slide the dildo in and out. They might use clamps on my nipples to make them hard. Each will take his turn to put his fingers inside my vagina and work my g-spot: I want to squirt at the end.
Once my clit is fully swollen and my pussy ready for fucking, the first man will come towards me, leading with his erection, while the others continue to hold my legs apart and work on my nipples. He will enter me, as hard or as slow as he wants, and begin to fuck me. I yelp as his cock pushes into my vagina. I will feel him start to fuck me faster and faster, until he is ready to cum, at which point he pulls out and shoots his cum onto my pussy. Each takes his turn while the others suck on my tits. By this point I will be moaning and unable to keep still, desperate for someone to finger fuck my clit in order to cum. The compere tells the audience members to stand around me while they wank, then take their turns in my cunt, whether that is with their cock or their fingers. They stand up and walk up to the table, their stiff cocks in their hands, still fully dressed. I can imagine my pussy, so swollen that the men have to pry apart the lips with their fingers in order to enter me. Pussy juice is all over the table and down my thighs.
The men tell me to go on all fours so they can see my tits move as I am fucked. They can see my cunt gaping in front of them. Two men continue to suck on my tits as they dangle beneath me, taking my nipples between their teeth and lips and pulling on them. I can feel my giant clit throbbing between my legs and one man sucks at it, almost too much to bear. The cameramen zoom in on my pussy and men use their hands to prise it open for their delectation, fingering me and running their hands over my open snatch.
The men take their turns to fuck me while I am on all fours; I can see them through a mirror in front of me, grunting as they pound into me. I am sticky with their cum and they rub it into my body and pussy, snaking their fingers around my clit.
I know I can’t take it for much longer so lie down on my back, ready for the final few men. The last I can see waiting, his erection being the biggest of all, and I am not sure if I can take its girth, let alone its length. It stands out in front of him, precum dripping tantalisingly off the tip as he runs his hands along the length to keep it stiff. He is looking at me lasciviously, eating my pussy with his eyes, following each stroke of his predecessor’s fuck. Finally the penultimate guy cums over me with a huge burst that I felt coming while he was inside me. He takes one last suck on my clit, nearly sending me over the edge. I cannot describe how I am feeling right now, so spent and so ready to cum yet so desperate for more.
My last fuck comes towards me and demands that my legs are spread again. He tells his predecessors to gather round, their spent cocks starting to harden again. He tries to enter me, but despite my cunt being stretched by so many cocks before him, I am still not quite wide enough to take him. He puts his fingers inside me, spreading pussy juice over my cunt lips, playing with my g-spot and easing his fist in. I gasp and moan, begging him to force his way into me. His helpers push my legs higher up and further apart to give him as big a hole as possible and he circles my cunt with his penis, making me shout at him to fuck me while he lubricates the tip and shaft with my juices. He grabs my thighs and plunges his cock deeply into my vagina, making me cry out in shock and surprise. I try to spread my legs further to accommodate him, but am unable to move, speared on his penis. He is so big that I can feel my labia spread around him, giving me an enjoyable twinge. He struggles to free his cock from my pussy, so tight is it around him. The men around us gather round to watch.
He fucks me slowly at first, allowing his cock to almost completely leave my cunt before ploughing back in, each time feeling just like the first. He flicks my nipples as he fucks me, and it is all I can do not to shout with pleasure each time he enters me. As he speeds up, he tells another man to wank my clit, and in my stupor I see the other men furiously rubbing their now rock-solid cocks. I know I am going to cum soon and I tell him so, as I know that once it’s close it will be seconds before I cum. He tells the man to stop wanking me, and the sensation dies down. Fucking me hard and fast now, I can see he is close to cumming as he bangs into my pussy, my legs still held apart by the other men. I am in a dream world, feeling my pussy crammed with cock and then emptied, never getting used to the sensation. Suddenly I feel his cock grow even larger and his cum shoots into me as he cries out. Over a few more strokes he continues to dump his load inside me, then slowly pulls his cock out, leaving my swollen red cunt gaping and dripping with cum. But he’s not finished yet, and neither have I.
He slides his fingers into my pussy, locating my g-spot. I can feel his fingers working it, making me want to pee. He begins to wank my clit slowly, occasionally leaning down to suck on it and put his tongue into my pussy. Still my tits are being sucked and my legs being held. I am moaning and writhing with pain and pleasure, ready for redemption and the orgasm to come. I begin to move my hips down, a sign to him that I am on the brink of cumming. He continues to work my g-spot and my clit, and I gasp and cry out in between moans. Suddenly I bear down, trying to sit up and see what is about to happen.
The orgasm builds and builds, becoming almost painful as my cunt cannot take much more. My whining and gasping joins the sucking sounds from my pussy and the men masturbating around me. I start to shriek and move my hips into the air as best I can with these men holding my legs – finally I go over the edge and feel the orgasm pulsate through me, squirting my juices all over him as my pussy gushes with the fluids built up. I want him to have a full view of my cunt as it cums for him but he holds me down, enjoying hearing me beg for mercy. He rubs and rubs at my clit, delighting in the fluids that continue to flow out of me as I cry out, begging him to stop. Eventually he does, leaving me gasping on the table as the men all cum over me again. My cunt is wide open and red raw, my body covered in their cum, the table and floor covered in my cum. The men take pictures of me, spent and still moaning, lying with my legs still apart, my nipples hard from cumming and my pussy leaking his semen onto the table.
A few minutes later I feel a finger moving over my labia. The audience has been told that I am legendary for being able to cum several times. I give in to the sensation as the men gather round again, fighting for a better view. Many fingers have now joined the first, gently probing their way around the folds and into my still-gaping hole. Someone starts to stroke my clitoris, prompting me to moan gently in response. This gets them excited, and they ask me to wank for them, setting the camera in front of me. I begin to fondle my nipples and a man offers to do it for me. As he rolls them between his fingers, I reach down to my clit and begin to dip my fingers into my pussy, spreading the mixture of cum and juices over my clit. With my left hand I draw my pussy lips apart, holding my clit hood up. My right hand moves over it, the middle finger extending and beginning to rub over the tip, left to right, starting at the top and slowly working down to the most sensitive part as the orgasm builds. I decide to really go for it with my moans this time, and the men are treated to me groaning and wailing. I ask two of them to hold my feet down on the table, as I like the resistance when I’m cumming. As I get closer, I begin to lift my hips off the table; the camera pans out to show me rising and falling, moaning and whimpering. I ask one of the men to take over on my clit, and give myself over to pushing my pussy as far forward as I can, making my cunt gape at the men as my hips rise up. Closer and closer, my whines and moans give way to full on shouting, and as I cum, I squirt again, the remaining cum and juices spurting onto the table and floor, men gathering eagerly to lap them up from my vagina.
A long-term fantasy of mine…
I am completely naked, lying on a table in a theatre with an audience watching via cameras above and around me. Some men are standing around the table, their hands on me, touching my tits and pussy and working me up into a frenzy. I want to be surrounded by their erections as they suck on my tits and lick my cunt lips. They are not allowed to touch my clit or I will cum too quickly.
Two will each take my legs and spread them completely, inviting the cameras in to show the audience to see how dripping wet I am. They might use a dildo on me, spreading my juices onto my tits as they slide the dildo in and out. They might use clamps on my nipples to make them hard. Each will take his turn to put his fingers inside my vagina and work my g-spot: I want to squirt at the end.
Once my clit is fully swollen and my pussy ready for fucking, the first man will come towards me, leading with his erection, while the others continue to hold my legs apart and work on my nipples. He will enter me, as hard or as slow as he wants, and begin to fuck me. I yelp as his cock pushes into my vagina. I will feel him start to fuck me faster and faster, until he is ready to cum, at which point he pulls out and shoots his cum onto my pussy. Each takes his turn while the others suck on my tits. By this point I will be moaning and unable to keep still, desperate for someone to finger fuck my clit in order to cum. The compere tells the audience members to stand around me while they wank, then take their turns in my cunt, whether that is with their cock or their fingers. They stand up and walk up to the table, their stiff cocks in their hands, still fully dressed. I can imagine my pussy, so swollen that the men have to pry apart the lips with their fingers in order to enter me. Pussy juice is all over the table and down my thighs.
The men tell me to go on all fours so they can see my tits move as I am fucked. They can see my cunt gaping in front of them. Two men continue to suck on my tits as they dangle beneath me, taking my nipples between their teeth and lips and pulling on them. I can feel my giant clit throbbing between my legs and one man sucks at it, almost too much to bear. The cameramen zoom in on my pussy and men use their hands to prise it open for their delectation, fingering me and running their hands over my open snatch.
The men take their turns to fuck me while I am on all fours; I can see them through a mirror in front of me, grunting as they pound into me. I am sticky with their cum and they rub it into my body and pussy, snaking their fingers around my clit.
I know I can’t take it for much longer so lie down on my back, ready for the final few men. The last I can see waiting, his erection being the biggest of all, and I am not sure if I can take its girth, let alone its length. It stands out in front of him, precum dripping tantalisingly off the tip as he runs his hands along the length to keep it stiff. He is looking at me lasciviously, eating my pussy with his eyes, following each stroke of his predecessor’s fuck. Finally the penultimate guy cums over me with a huge burst that I felt coming while he was inside me. He takes one last suck on my clit, nearly sending me over the edge. I cannot describe how I am feeling right now, so spent and so ready to cum yet so desperate for more.
My last fuck comes towards me and demands that my legs are spread again. He tells his predecessors to gather round, their spent cocks starting to harden again. He tries to enter me, but despite my cunt being stretched by so many cocks before him, I am still not quite wide enough to take him. He puts his fingers inside me, spreading pussy juice over my cunt lips, playing with my g-spot and easing his fist in. I gasp and moan, begging him to force his way into me. His helpers push my legs higher up and further apart to give him as big a hole as possible and he circles my cunt with his penis, making me shout at him to fuck me while he lubricates the tip and shaft with my juices. He grabs my thighs and plunges his cock deeply into my vagina, making me cry out in shock and surprise. I try to spread my legs further to accommodate him, but am unable to move, speared on his penis. He is so big that I can feel my labia spread around him, giving me an enjoyable twinge. He struggles to free his cock from my pussy, so tight is it around him. The men around us gather round to watch.
He fucks me slowly at first, allowing his cock to almost completely leave my cunt before ploughing back in, each time feeling just like the first. He flicks my nipples as he fucks me, and it is all I can do not to shout with pleasure each time he enters me. As he speeds up, he tells another man to wank my clit, and in my stupor I see the other men furiously rubbing their now rock-solid cocks. I know I am going to cum soon and I tell him so, as I know that once it’s close it will be seconds before I cum. He tells the man to stop wanking me, and the sensation dies down. Fucking me hard and fast now, I can see he is close to cumming as he bangs into my pussy, my legs still held apart by the other men. I am in a dream world, feeling my pussy crammed with cock and then emptied, never getting used to the sensation. Suddenly I feel his cock grow even larger and his cum shoots into me as he cries out. Over a few more strokes he continues to dump his load inside me, then slowly pulls his cock out, leaving my swollen red cunt gaping and dripping with cum. But he’s not finished yet, and neither have I.
He slides his fingers into my pussy, locating my g-spot. I can feel his fingers working it, making me want to pee. He begins to wank my clit slowly, occasionally leaning down to suck on it and put his tongue into my pussy. Still my tits are being sucked and my legs being held. I am moaning and writhing with pain and pleasure, ready for redemption and the orgasm to come. I begin to move my hips down, a sign to him that I am on the brink of cumming. He continues to work my g-spot and my clit, and I gasp and cry out in between moans. Suddenly I bear down, trying to sit up and see what is about to happen.
The orgasm builds and builds, becoming almost painful as my cunt cannot take much more. My whining and gasping joins the sucking sounds from my pussy and the men masturbating around me. I start to shriek and move my hips into the air as best I can with these men holding my legs – finally I go over the edge and feel the orgasm pulsate through me, squirting my juices all over him as my pussy gushes with the fluids built up. I want him to have a full view of my cunt as it cums for him but he holds me down, enjoying hearing me beg for mercy. He rubs and rubs at my clit, delighting in the fluids that continue to flow out of me as I cry out, begging him to stop. Eventually he does, leaving me gasping on the table as the men all cum over me again. My cunt is wide open and red raw, my body covered in their cum, the table and floor covered in my cum. The men take pictures of me, spent and still moaning, lying with my legs still apart, my nipples hard from cumming and my pussy leaking his semen onto the table.
A few minutes later I feel a finger moving over my labia. The audience has been told that I am legendary for being able to cum several times. I give in to the sensation as the men gather round again, fighting for a better view. Many fingers have now joined the first, gently probing their way around the folds and into my still-gaping hole. Someone starts to stroke my clitoris, prompting me to moan gently in response. This gets them excited, and they ask me to wank for them, setting the camera in front of me. I begin to fondle my nipples and a man offers to do it for me. As he rolls them between his fingers, I reach down to my clit and begin to dip my fingers into my pussy, spreading the mixture of cum and juices over my clit. With my left hand I draw my pussy lips apart, holding my clit hood up. My right hand moves over it, the middle finger extending and beginning to rub over the tip, left to right, starting at the top and slowly working down to the most sensitive part as the orgasm builds. I decide to really go for it with my moans this time, and the men are treated to me groaning and wailing. I ask two of them to hold my feet down on the table, as I like the resistance when I’m cumming. As I get closer, I begin to lift my hips off the table; the camera pans out to show me rising and falling, moaning and whimpering. I ask one of the men to take over on my clit, and give myself over to pushing my pussy as far forward as I can, making my cunt gape at the men as my hips rise up. Closer and closer, my whines and moans give way to full on shouting, and as I cum, I squirt again, the remaining cum and juices spurting onto the table and floor, men gathering eagerly to lap them up from my vagina.
Bondage
I’m not one for full on bondage, but I do like being gently tied up. Only in an environment with someone I trust implicitly, but as detailed in my fantasies section below, I like giving myself over to someone. Pain is a definite no-no, but I do like using clamps or hairclips or whatever on my nipples and on my clit or labia. I would love to use a fucking machine one day and be properly pounded by it, just for the experience, but in my mind nothing can replace a hunking great man pounding you. I love using suction, whether on nipples or clit or whatever. My nipples are pretty sensitive and even the smallest bit of attention to them gets my cunt throbbing.
Masturbation
I can finger myself for hours before needing to properly cum. Or I’ll masturbate in the morning and again at lunch and again (if not several times) in the evening. If I’m home alone I’ll happily set aside an evening to sit around and wank and cam with people. I’ll gather together all my favorite toys and accessories and then look at some porn or read some erotica to get my pussy nice and wet and my clit swollen. Sometimes I will use the aforementioned suction cup to make my clit really swollen, leaving it on while I look at newbienudes or watch someone on cam. Sometimes I’ll slide my dildo into my pussy and enjoy feeling filled up while I get hot. I might take some photos or a video. Sometimes I’ll use nipple clips while lying around with my legs spread, gently rubbing the area around my pussy. I don’t touch my clit until I’m about ready to explode.
Then I’ll start to rub my clit, or perhaps I’ll use my vibrator around the clit area. I’ll dip it into my cunt and spread the juices around, pulling the hood up with my fingers to reveal the tip underneath. Initially it’s too sensitive to put my fingers or vibe on. I’ll also dip my fingers into my pussy and rub the juices on my nipples. I like to concentrate on getting them hard, and enjoy flicking them or rubbing them with my fingers. Using lube or pussy juice on them is great, as you can keep rubbing them for ages without it hurting.
When I feel myself starting to build up to orgasm, I’ll often stop and look at more porn or take more photos of my wet pussy. I don’t have much willpower and often will cum at this point if I can’t bear to take my finger or the vibe off my clit. To cum, I need pressure directly on my clit; rubbing around it or on my pussy lips just doesn’t cut it. I usually rub from side to side and find that using a cotton bud or similar to rub it can lead to an incredibly intense orgasm. Swapping hands gives a different sensation; usually I will hold my pussy lips apart with my left hand and rub my clit with my right hand but swapping this gives an altogether different sensation. Usually by this point I can lift up the hood and stimulate my actual clit, but always with plenty of lube otherwise it gets sore. Using my vibrator directly on it is guaranteed to get me moaning with pleasure. I have quite a range of noises, from low moans through to whining pleas to cum, to loudly gasping for breath at the point where the orgasm hits me. The neighbors must love it. One day I’d like to go somewhere totally remote and masturbate, just to be able to really let go when I cum. Plus there’s always the possibility of being discovered and given a helping hand… I’ve recorded myself cumming in the past, and it sounds really weird.
Sometimes I will stop and just ride my dildo for a while, but it is all I can do not to delve down to my clit again. If I get the angle right I can stimulate my clit with the dildo, giving a less intense but equally enjoyable effect… As yet I haven’t managed to cum just through using my dildo, but I have been very close, especially if I’ve masturbated a lot beforehand (without cumming) and my clit is very swollen. I like to try to build up the orgasm several times, each time the process takes a little less time and I run a greater risk of cumming before I intended to. Building up like this leads to a much stronger orgasm.
Eventually I’ll let myself cum and like to watch my pussy open and close in the mirror as the orgasm goes through my body. I managed to squirt once many years ago but despite trying again and again and reading up on techniques, I’ve not managed to repeat it. I’ve yet to work out if it happens after you’ve cum a few times, or if it’s the first time and you need to really work your g-spot with a vibrator first. Once I’ve cum I’ll lie back for a bit, usually with the dildo still inside me, and then I’ll start again. Usually it doesn’t take long to cum again, and the orgasm is often more intense the second time round. The most I’ve cum like that is four times in a row; after that it becomes painful, though still enjoyable! It does mean I can’t touch my clit for a while though, often for a couple of days, which for a regular masturbator like me is torture.
I really want to learn how to squirt, though, although internet sites say once you’ve started, it’s hard to stop! Could be tough explaining that one away, although I generally leave a large wet patch anyway – one of the dangers of having a particularly wet snatch. My calling card, as it were. I don’t know why it fascinates me so much, but then I guess I am a little twisted…
Then I’ll start to rub my clit, or perhaps I’ll use my vibrator around the clit area. I’ll dip it into my cunt and spread the juices around, pulling the hood up with my fingers to reveal the tip underneath. Initially it’s too sensitive to put my fingers or vibe on. I’ll also dip my fingers into my pussy and rub the juices on my nipples. I like to concentrate on getting them hard, and enjoy flicking them or rubbing them with my fingers. Using lube or pussy juice on them is great, as you can keep rubbing them for ages without it hurting.
When I feel myself starting to build up to orgasm, I’ll often stop and look at more porn or take more photos of my wet pussy. I don’t have much willpower and often will cum at this point if I can’t bear to take my finger or the vibe off my clit. To cum, I need pressure directly on my clit; rubbing around it or on my pussy lips just doesn’t cut it. I usually rub from side to side and find that using a cotton bud or similar to rub it can lead to an incredibly intense orgasm. Swapping hands gives a different sensation; usually I will hold my pussy lips apart with my left hand and rub my clit with my right hand but swapping this gives an altogether different sensation. Usually by this point I can lift up the hood and stimulate my actual clit, but always with plenty of lube otherwise it gets sore. Using my vibrator directly on it is guaranteed to get me moaning with pleasure. I have quite a range of noises, from low moans through to whining pleas to cum, to loudly gasping for breath at the point where the orgasm hits me. The neighbors must love it. One day I’d like to go somewhere totally remote and masturbate, just to be able to really let go when I cum. Plus there’s always the possibility of being discovered and given a helping hand… I’ve recorded myself cumming in the past, and it sounds really weird.
Sometimes I will stop and just ride my dildo for a while, but it is all I can do not to delve down to my clit again. If I get the angle right I can stimulate my clit with the dildo, giving a less intense but equally enjoyable effect… As yet I haven’t managed to cum just through using my dildo, but I have been very close, especially if I’ve masturbated a lot beforehand (without cumming) and my clit is very swollen. I like to try to build up the orgasm several times, each time the process takes a little less time and I run a greater risk of cumming before I intended to. Building up like this leads to a much stronger orgasm.
Eventually I’ll let myself cum and like to watch my pussy open and close in the mirror as the orgasm goes through my body. I managed to squirt once many years ago but despite trying again and again and reading up on techniques, I’ve not managed to repeat it. I’ve yet to work out if it happens after you’ve cum a few times, or if it’s the first time and you need to really work your g-spot with a vibrator first. Once I’ve cum I’ll lie back for a bit, usually with the dildo still inside me, and then I’ll start again. Usually it doesn’t take long to cum again, and the orgasm is often more intense the second time round. The most I’ve cum like that is four times in a row; after that it becomes painful, though still enjoyable! It does mean I can’t touch my clit for a while though, often for a couple of days, which for a regular masturbator like me is torture.
I really want to learn how to squirt, though, although internet sites say once you’ve started, it’s hard to stop! Could be tough explaining that one away, although I generally leave a large wet patch anyway – one of the dangers of having a particularly wet snatch. My calling card, as it were. I don’t know why it fascinates me so much, but then I guess I am a little twisted…
Showing off
I am very much a visual person where sex is involved – yes, my brain is very involved too – but I like looking at porn and at people’s bodies, be they male or female – I find both attractive. Breasts fascinate me, especially large ones, as I am not huge myself, and I would like to try playing with a well-endowed woman. Although I am not attracted to women IRL, I have experimented in the past and would consider having sex with a woman, if only to make sure she had a great orgasm and to have another go at going down on a woman – my first sexual experience was with another girl and we would regularly go down on each other, although we never kissed. It was all about cumming.
I am definitely an exhibitionist as well as a voyeur. I like nothing more than watching men and women masturbate or fuck, and I love to see my lover’s cock entering my pussy and coming out covered in my cum. I like having them watch me finger myself, encouraging me as my orgasm builds, knowing that watching me is turning them on. It’s a bonus if they join in and we end up fucking.
When I masturbate I like to watch myself in a mirror, and I love taking pictures and videos of myself, some of which are posted on various amateur internet sites. This is a huge turn-on, especially those where the pictures and videos are rated by other users. I get so hot reading other people’s comments, especially if they send me photos of their hardons after looking at my pictures. I like looking at amateur sites such as newbienudes, eroticy and the like, where normal people put up pics of themselves and their activites. All legal, all safe, all thoroughly enjoyable to look at. Proper porn does nothing for me.
I used to be a regular on adultfriendfinder, especially for the webcams (and often did a show myself), but now you have to pay to watch a webcam even if you contribute one yourself, and so I have lost interest. I also got bored of endless requests to show my face or asshole – people can be very demanding despite having a nice pussy and tits to wank over. I am also the owner of a fully hairy pussy (at the moment) and got sick of requests to shave. If you don’t like it, don’t look at it. Sheesh.
That said, I have made many ‘friends’ through the site who have my yahoo cam address and so we can watch each other playing. Men and women and couples all join me regularly to masturbate together. Requests for that through here are unlikely to yield a positive answer, by the way. I’m not sure why camming appeals so much – maybe it’s having 500 men and women watching you finger yourself, maybe it’s the joy of opening your cunt up on cam when you’re feeling horny and discovering you can get other people off at the same time. I love putting the cam right up close so they can see my cunt juices beginning to flow as my finger works my clit, or the dildo sliding in and out, or my pussy opening and closing when I cum. Also while some of my activities (see below) might be a turn-off to some, the majority find it a huge turn on and the views of rapidly hardening penises are rather rewarding… That said, don’t expect me to hold a conversation while I’m fucking myself – I may be good at multitasking but typing while rubbing my clit is not an easy job. Maybe I should get a mic. I do like the idea of people hearing me cum.
Watching someone get hard is one of my favorite things. I found a website that shows pictures of soft and hard penises, and the anticipation of a hardening cock is one of life’s greatest pleasures. You know that cock is headed for your cunt, and the sooner the better. Even if the cock is only coming to you via a video or a webcam, there’s a lot to be said for getting creative with a dildo.
I would love to be able to show my face as I wank but there is too great a danger that someone I know will be watching. I love listening to guys cumming, although I can’t return the favour as I have no mic on my webcam; a shame, as I cum pretty hard and loud. Again, requests for phone sex are usually met with a polite but firm ‘no’. Part of the attraction is also the feeling that it’s a ‘bad’ thing to do, that nice girls don’t do things like that, don’t feel things like that. My friends have no idea that I cam regularly. I am definitely not a nice girl, then. Too bad!
I am definitely an exhibitionist as well as a voyeur. I like nothing more than watching men and women masturbate or fuck, and I love to see my lover’s cock entering my pussy and coming out covered in my cum. I like having them watch me finger myself, encouraging me as my orgasm builds, knowing that watching me is turning them on. It’s a bonus if they join in and we end up fucking.
When I masturbate I like to watch myself in a mirror, and I love taking pictures and videos of myself, some of which are posted on various amateur internet sites. This is a huge turn-on, especially those where the pictures and videos are rated by other users. I get so hot reading other people’s comments, especially if they send me photos of their hardons after looking at my pictures. I like looking at amateur sites such as newbienudes, eroticy and the like, where normal people put up pics of themselves and their activites. All legal, all safe, all thoroughly enjoyable to look at. Proper porn does nothing for me.
I used to be a regular on adultfriendfinder, especially for the webcams (and often did a show myself), but now you have to pay to watch a webcam even if you contribute one yourself, and so I have lost interest. I also got bored of endless requests to show my face or asshole – people can be very demanding despite having a nice pussy and tits to wank over. I am also the owner of a fully hairy pussy (at the moment) and got sick of requests to shave. If you don’t like it, don’t look at it. Sheesh.
That said, I have made many ‘friends’ through the site who have my yahoo cam address and so we can watch each other playing. Men and women and couples all join me regularly to masturbate together. Requests for that through here are unlikely to yield a positive answer, by the way. I’m not sure why camming appeals so much – maybe it’s having 500 men and women watching you finger yourself, maybe it’s the joy of opening your cunt up on cam when you’re feeling horny and discovering you can get other people off at the same time. I love putting the cam right up close so they can see my cunt juices beginning to flow as my finger works my clit, or the dildo sliding in and out, or my pussy opening and closing when I cum. Also while some of my activities (see below) might be a turn-off to some, the majority find it a huge turn on and the views of rapidly hardening penises are rather rewarding… That said, don’t expect me to hold a conversation while I’m fucking myself – I may be good at multitasking but typing while rubbing my clit is not an easy job. Maybe I should get a mic. I do like the idea of people hearing me cum.
Watching someone get hard is one of my favorite things. I found a website that shows pictures of soft and hard penises, and the anticipation of a hardening cock is one of life’s greatest pleasures. You know that cock is headed for your cunt, and the sooner the better. Even if the cock is only coming to you via a video or a webcam, there’s a lot to be said for getting creative with a dildo.
I would love to be able to show my face as I wank but there is too great a danger that someone I know will be watching. I love listening to guys cumming, although I can’t return the favour as I have no mic on my webcam; a shame, as I cum pretty hard and loud. Again, requests for phone sex are usually met with a polite but firm ‘no’. Part of the attraction is also the feeling that it’s a ‘bad’ thing to do, that nice girls don’t do things like that, don’t feel things like that. My friends have no idea that I cam regularly. I am definitely not a nice girl, then. Too bad!
Toy time
Toys
I have dildos, and I’m not afraid to use them. A particular favorite is a large purple rubber cock that sticks onto a surface in order for you to ride it. It fills me completely and gives me that pussy stretching sensation I love, as it takes a while for my pussy to open enough to take it. This dildo consistently makes me produce huge amounts of pussy juice, and it’s even more of a turn-on to stick the dildo to a mirror and slide up and down watching the juices drip down the shaft. I use my vibrator on my clit, pulling the hood up slightly to expose the tip, and often cum so hard that I almost faint. I long to find a man who will suck on and play with my nipples while I am riding my dildo. I have also experimented with suction cups on my clitoris, which makes it very swollen indeed, a strange feeling but one that heightens the sensations even more. I like nipple clips and nipple weights – the feeling of heaviness is guaranteed to get my cunt throbbing. I would like to buy an extra-large dildo and slowly work my way up to being able to fit it inside my cunt. I have no idea why I want to do this – conquering the phallus perhaps?
I have dildos, and I’m not afraid to use them. A particular favorite is a large purple rubber cock that sticks onto a surface in order for you to ride it. It fills me completely and gives me that pussy stretching sensation I love, as it takes a while for my pussy to open enough to take it. This dildo consistently makes me produce huge amounts of pussy juice, and it’s even more of a turn-on to stick the dildo to a mirror and slide up and down watching the juices drip down the shaft. I use my vibrator on my clit, pulling the hood up slightly to expose the tip, and often cum so hard that I almost faint. I long to find a man who will suck on and play with my nipples while I am riding my dildo. I have also experimented with suction cups on my clitoris, which makes it very swollen indeed, a strange feeling but one that heightens the sensations even more. I like nipple clips and nipple weights – the feeling of heaviness is guaranteed to get my cunt throbbing. I would like to buy an extra-large dildo and slowly work my way up to being able to fit it inside my cunt. I have no idea why I want to do this – conquering the phallus perhaps?
Let's get started
I plan to write explicitly about what exactly it is that I would like at that moment in time; in fact writing this was prompted by my current all-consuming need to feel a cock sliding inside me, fucking me, filling me, shoving into me, the weight of a man between my thighs and on top of me. I want to have my legs pushed apart by a man who spreads my pussy lips to see how wet I am before teasing me with the tip of his penis, making me beg him to fuck me. It won’t take much for me to beg, believe me.
At the moment I don’t even have access to porn to see the cocks I want so much.
Just writing this has got me so horny that I need to relieve myself.
I might have to visit a swingers club to get the cock I need – for some reason this is preferable to picking up a stranger in a nightclub and taking him home. Too many recent experiences have been disappointing, be it that the man involved had had too much coke and couldn’t get an erection, or that another’s penis was too small. I’m not much of a size queen, but occasionally a large cock might be nice.
I’m also not into one night stands, although right now I am seriously considering one. The difficulty is finding someone suitable! Again, I have toyed with the idea of swingers’ sites and finding a local fuck buddy, but I am pretty particular about who I fuck and I usually find someone’s brain interesting first, rather than their face. Online dating has proved fairly fruitless, as a girl who is upfront on her profile about the fact she likes sex tends to attract the slightly loony types who can’t get it anywhere else. There is also the danger of photoshopping, or of using a fake photo. Although to be honest if the cock was right, I’d probably go for it anyway.
I kind of like the idea of an anonymous date just for sex, turning up at a hotel, going upstairs and fucking each other senseless, then leaving again. I did have a fuck buddy of sorts, but I am fairly insatiable and he wasn’t able to keep up with me, although I think he did enjoy watching me wank myself off (several times if necessary) if he couldn’t get it up again. He’d always help out with his fingers or tongue. Going back there would be a baaaaad idea, however, although I still wish I’d asked him to help me try to squirt. I’m always astonished at how many guys on these dating sites open a conversation with “do you do anal?”. The answer is, categorically, no. Nor watersports. Nor anything illegal. Seriously though, what’s the fascination with anal? Been watching too much porn and your last girlfriend refused? Good for her. Go get one of those realdolls.
At the moment I don’t even have access to porn to see the cocks I want so much.
Just writing this has got me so horny that I need to relieve myself.
I might have to visit a swingers club to get the cock I need – for some reason this is preferable to picking up a stranger in a nightclub and taking him home. Too many recent experiences have been disappointing, be it that the man involved had had too much coke and couldn’t get an erection, or that another’s penis was too small. I’m not much of a size queen, but occasionally a large cock might be nice.
I’m also not into one night stands, although right now I am seriously considering one. The difficulty is finding someone suitable! Again, I have toyed with the idea of swingers’ sites and finding a local fuck buddy, but I am pretty particular about who I fuck and I usually find someone’s brain interesting first, rather than their face. Online dating has proved fairly fruitless, as a girl who is upfront on her profile about the fact she likes sex tends to attract the slightly loony types who can’t get it anywhere else. There is also the danger of photoshopping, or of using a fake photo. Although to be honest if the cock was right, I’d probably go for it anyway.
I kind of like the idea of an anonymous date just for sex, turning up at a hotel, going upstairs and fucking each other senseless, then leaving again. I did have a fuck buddy of sorts, but I am fairly insatiable and he wasn’t able to keep up with me, although I think he did enjoy watching me wank myself off (several times if necessary) if he couldn’t get it up again. He’d always help out with his fingers or tongue. Going back there would be a baaaaad idea, however, although I still wish I’d asked him to help me try to squirt. I’m always astonished at how many guys on these dating sites open a conversation with “do you do anal?”. The answer is, categorically, no. Nor watersports. Nor anything illegal. Seriously though, what’s the fascination with anal? Been watching too much porn and your last girlfriend refused? Good for her. Go get one of those realdolls.
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