Sunday afternoon wank

It's Sunday, I'm bored and horny so i'm typing this naked on my bed, legs wide apart. My cunt is a little bit swollen and damp but my clit's still soft. It's a long time since I've shaved so there's plenty of hair on my pussy. I've logged on to youporn and have found some edging videos, so thought I'd try that out. Here's how my cunt is looking before I start wanking:

I'm running my fingers up and down my labia and can feel them getting bigger. I'm not allowed to touch my clit yet.

My clit is definitely growing but it's not fully erect. I would love to have a massive clit and have someone suck on it. Even though I'm not touching it, i can feel my pussy contracting as I play with my labia.

My cunt's starting to drip now. I've spread the liquid on my pussy lips but am still not touching my clit. It's also been a while since I inserted anything in my cunt so I'm trying my favourite perfume bottle. I've not done any stretching practice so it's tight and painful, even with lube.

That worked so I upgraded to a beer bottle, which really stretched me. It feels so good when I push it out again, birthing it. If I clench my cunt with it inside me, it feels fucking amazing and like I might cum. I'm leaving it in there while I watch more videos.

Tits and nips

My tits are one of my favourite bits of my body. They aren't huge but the nipples are really sensitive, especially when I'm feeling aroused, like I am now. When I touch them, I feel it in my clit as well. I can get really wet just by playing with my tits.

When I'm having sex with someone, playing with my nipples helps get me off. I like whoever I'm fucking to lick and suck my tits, nibbling and sucking hard on my nipples. I can cum really hard if my nipples are being flicked or sucked while someone's wanking my clit or banging my cunt.

If I'm horny enough I can cum just through flicking my nipples.

I like doing orgasm denial and forced orgasm (I'm a sub at heart) and if I'm wanking on my own, I force myself to cum if I can't keep my nipples erect and they go puffy.

A little bit of discomfort is nice too - hanging things from my nipples using clamps or clips. If I wank on my hands and knees, anything that pulls my nips down and makes my tits swing gets me even hornier.

In my gangbang fantasy, I don't want to be sucking men's cocks, I just want them touching me. Pulling at my tits, sucking, pinching and biting on my nipples, slapping my nipples to make them erect. Using the ends of their cocks to touch my nipples.

I'm pumping my nips tonight, not done it for a long time. The left one is purple but the right one is still pink. I have quite puffy nips anyway but I like how they look pumped. Once they're nicely puffy I'll pump my clit too. My cunt is full of pleasure balls at the moment, you can see the tail in this pic:

Do you wish you could use your fingers to push apart my labia to pull those pleasure balls out? Would you touch or rub my clit, maybe tell me to try to birth the balls? Would you put your fingers inside my pussy, or push a toy in there? Would you get your cock out and slap my cunt with it, force it into me? My cunt is throbbing at the thought of lying down and masturbating in front of you, willing you to fuck me.

Playing with my toys

I happened upon my toys in my knicker drawer and an intense horniness come over me, so I decided to do something about it and have a play. It's been a while but I wanted a relaxing evening and this was the perfect thing to do. I have a nipple/clit pump, a large rubber dildo and a vibrating dildo and they all got used...

Before pumping

With pump on clit

Sucking clit further into the pump

After first round of pumping - labia pumped but not clit

Pump back on, this time only on clit. Suction feels strong and uncomfortable

After pumping just my clit and increasing suction more and more

Now shoving my big dildo in my cunt with plenty of lube to loosen me up

Some gape but hidden by fat swollen labia

Now to stretch me some more

The glass was hard to get in and gave me a painful stretch, even with lots of lube and spreading my legs as wide as I could. I had to abandon my plans to force an even wider bottle in there - will try again tomorrow.

Update on new toys

My new toys arrived from Lovehoney and pleasingly my flatmate was away for the night, giving me the perfect excuse to try them out. I ordered some nipple/clit pumps and a large suction vibrator. I already have a large suction dildo but wanted to combine the two. I also got lots of lube and some free love eggs with my order. The lube was especially important because I like inserting big objects into my pussy and it's easier with lube.

Writing about this is getting me very horny - here is a vid of me playing with my nipples. I'll get my cunt out for you later on.

Back to my toys. Before I started I got naked on my bed and took some 'before' photos of my nips, clit and pussy, so I could see the difference. I laid back and opened my legs, playing with my clit to get myself in the mood. I get wet really quickly, it doesn't take much to get me horny. I put some clamps on my nips to make them sensitive and then fixed up the clit pump. Placing it over my clit, I squeezed the bulb and felt my clit get sucked up into the pump. It feels really weird at first, and almost immediately your clit is more sensitive. I got my vibe out and buzzed it against the pump, and I just couldn't get enough, opening my legs as wide as I could. It's not possible to fuck someone wearing a clit pump, but right then all I wanted was for someone to fuck me as hard as possible. Anyway I didn't want to cum just yet so I left my clit alone for a bit. I figured 15 minutes was long enough for a first go, so released the pump and got a mirror out to see how things had changed. My clit was visibly swollen and pink, with pussy juices dripping out of my cunt. I fingered myself first, rubbing my clit between my finger and thumb like I was wanking it. Then I used my middle finger to flick it, the way I normally wank myself off, and came hard within 10 seconds. I rested for a minute before trying my new vibe on it, and this time kept the vibe on after I'd cum, making myself orgasm several times over, until I was spent.

I also tried the pump on my nipples - there are two plastic cylinders which you lube up and place over your nips before pumping, and it gives a not unpleasant tight feeling. I didn't notice a huge difference though, even though I had the cylinders on my nipples for quite a while. Must keep trying...

New toys ordered

So excited - just ordered a big vibrating dildo with suction cup, a set of nipple and clit pumps and a lot of lube. When they arrive I'll have a wanking session and post the results...

Clit pumping

I think I've mentioned before how much I like pumping and engorging my clit. I don't have a special clit pump but you can get a pretty good effect with an aerosol lid squeezed on your labia to create a vaccuum. I have one on my pussy at the moment and it's a pleasurable discomfort as it pulls on my pussy. Here's how it looks after a few minutes:

Sorry for the poor quality, it's all I have at the moment. It's a little bit swollen but not ready yet. I'm going to try birthing again in a bit, and also see how big a bottle I can get in my cunt. As you can see I'm already pretty wet from looking at a nice bit of pumping porn. I'm straight but I love looking at big tits and juicy pussies.

Fisting is something I'd like to try with a partner. I fisted myself a few years ago but it takes time to get your cunt stretchy enough to take a hand. OK, let's see how my clit is looking now:

Getting there... Any of you want to fuck that juicy hole?

I'm giving my tits plenty of attention too - clamps on them at the moment and I might weigh them down later, I like feeling them pulled down with something heavy. Here they are just clamped:

I also managed to get a big shampoo bottle in my cunt, almost painful but felt amazing. Here's some shots of how it looked:

Cunt stuffing and orgasm denial

I'm fascinated by putting things in my cunt and this led me to birthing videos, where women put things in their pussies and then push them out. It's hard to describe the feeling of forcing something out, especially if it's something that gets partly stuck in your inner labia and you have to stretch your cunt lips to help it out. I love watching my pussy lips open wider and wider as the object is pushed out.
Feeling my vagina full of something is also a big turn-on. A cock is lovely, but big things that you can take whole - amazing. I had some love eggs that I used to wear inside me - they jiggle around and it really heightens arousal.

I'm also trying teasing and orgasm denial. I'm really a sub, and get really turned on by the idea of men doing things to me. I just found http://quitemystery.tumblr.com/ and his blog is so hot. He tells women how to masturbate and tells them when they can cum, and punishes them if they cum too soon. I cum very quickly when masturbating but want to take longer, so while I am writing this I am rubbing my clit almost to the point of orgasm, stopping and then doing it again a few minutes later. I want to condition myself to be able to masturbate for a long time before cumming. This may also help me squirt, something I achieved once but never since. My pussy is very swollen and my clit is really engorged, but I don't want to cum yet. I'm also rubbing the top of my clit rather than the tip.

i'm getting closer and closer and it's getting harder not to cum. It's usually at this point that I want a man to force me onto the bed, push my legs apart and ram his massive, stiff cock hard into me. No niceties, just a really nasty fuck, banging me without a care for whether I cum or not, it's all about him and his needs. He might pull out and spread my legs wide, examining my swollen cunt and giving it a slap before shoving himself into me again. I like it when men grab my tits and squeeze them when they're fucking me from behind, pulling on my nipples with each thrust.

I love seeing a man coming towards me with an erection, climbing on the bed towards my exposed pussy, with his quivering cock pointing right at me. I know where it's going and it's the anticipation that feels so good. When he finally relents and pushes into me.