Monday, 31 May 2010

Preparing for shaving and cumfest

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Monday, 14 December 2009

This pussy's ready for fucking

I need to drive somewhere remote, where I can lie down and finger myself, moaning as loudly as I want till I have a massive orgasm. I want to hear my yells echo around the empty space, really letting go. Of course I would like to do the same with a partner, both of us letting fly with no worries about whether the neighbours hear us.

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

Getting in the mood

I'm going to try self-fisting again tonight. I felt all horny on the way home from work so I started to look at some porn when I got home, playing with my nipples and feeling my cunt getting wet. I've slid my dildo in my cunt to start stretching it and have clipped my nipples as this always gets me even wetter. I'll try to squirt again too, maybe fisting will help with that.

While some might say I like pretty 'vanilla' sex - no anal, no pain, my tastes definitely border on BDSM. You already know what an exhibitionist I am - it doesn't take much to get me to spread my legs for you on camera. Mmmm. That thought just made my pussy clench my dildo. But I love to have my nipples clamped, preferably with a weight hanging from them so they stretch a bit. I pump my clit regularly and love the way it looks when swollen. I tried a homemade pussy pump the other day but the suction wasn't strong enough. I want to buy an inflatable dildo so I can stretch my cunt as far as I can.

I can't wait for someone else to try fisting me, but the guys I've met so far aren't into it. I like being dominated, I want someone to throw me down, push my legs apart and shove his cock into me. I don't mean rape, but I do like the element of surprise and being taken roughly by a man who wants a fuck and doesn't care where he gets it. I want him to enjoy looking at my cunt, playing with it, flicking my clit, shoving his fingers, hand, cock or whatever is to hand in my cunt, making me cry out. I want him to fist me till I squirt, then force me to cum again and again. I want him to make me finger myself in front of him, while he watches, telling me what to do. I want him to lick and suck my clit and pussy, grab and flick my nipples. If he ties me up while he does this, well that's fine.

I've written before about my group sex fantasy, and all of the above comes into it. If there was a way to get loads of guys to each do something from the above, preferably several times over till I can't take no more and my pussy is stretched, swollen and pouring cum from my gaping, used cunt... well... that would be a good day ;)

I believe I said I'd post pics of my 'work' from time to time... well, tonight is unlikely to be the night but I will do. Now I need to get back to my buildup to fisting myself.

Saturday, 4 April 2009

Saturday afternoon fun

So I was browsing market stalls this morning and all the big fat vegetables got me so horny I couldn't wait to get home for a wank. I couldn't choose which ones I wanted and thought it might look a bit suspicious if I started testing their girth in front of the stallholders, so I picked a few of various sizes.

I love to stuff my cunt with large objects, as I've mentioned before, as one day I'd like to try fisting but my snatch is too tight right now - I can only get a few fingers in. Anyway, I'm getting ready to stretch my cunt and for the moment have my nipple clamps on and a suction cup on my clit - I love pumping my clit and watching it swell. It makes it much more sensitive too. My cunt is already very wet from getting so horny on the way home, but I'll still be smearing it with lube.

I haven't trimmed my pubic hair for weeks now, so I'm properly hairy and the hair is covered in cunt juices. The vegetables are by my side, ready to stretch my pussy. First I'm gonna look at some porn to get me even hornier, then I'll use my vibe on my clit and pussy to really get the juices flowing.

After watching some videos of fisting and women fingering themselves, I decided to give the first vegetable a go. My clit was nicely swollen from the suction and so I covered my cunt in lube and tried to push the aubergine in. My pussy obviously wasn't ready as it hurt a bit so I fucked myself with my dildo to get the lube spread around. I tried the aubergine again and slowly pushed it in. I love the way my cunt feels so full now. The aubergine slid out and I had a mild orgasm, presumably from my cunt being filled and stretched. I pushed it back in and added more lube; I'll need it for the next one, which is quite a bit wider and bigger than I've ever fit in my cunt before. I'll be surprised if it fits but I can feel my cunt getting used to the medium one.

Update: even after managing to fist myself, I couldn't fit the larger aubergine in - just too big!

Sunday, 28 December 2008

Masturbation session

It's just occurred to me that it might be quite fun to write down a fairly typical masturbation session for me. I've not had a wank for a while and having spent the last hour looking at newbienudes and youporn, among others, I can feel my pussy is getting pretty wet.

I like to change into an open-fronted bra and perhaps some stockings or open crotch tights to keep my cunt on view.

Usually I'll start by playing with my tits. My nipples are very sensitive and I like to rub lube or pussy juice on them and flick them. I like to use suction on them too, or clamps and weights. I don't like pain, but I do like a twinge or to feel them being pulled down by weights. I also like it when I'm in the doggy position and can feel my weighted tits swinging. I take photos of my clamped tits and then move south to my swelling cunt. I'm squeezing my nipples right now as I write this.

If I'm starting the session fresh without looking at porn, I'll photograph my cunt before my pussy juice starts flowing and my clit swells. This usually happens pretty quickly after I start playing with myself. I like to use a suction cup on my clit and often put this on early on while I look at porn and use my vibrator on the suction cup, making my clit fill the cup. Sometimes I'll use a dildo in my cunt too. I'm thinking of buying an inflatable dildo to help with learning to fist myself. I love stretching my cunt so it gapes and there is no better feeling than my cunt filled up with a big cock or a fat dildo.

Once I'm ready to start masturbating properly, I'll take the suction cup off my clit and rub my cunt juices around my swollen pussy, all over the clit. I like to rub my clit a few times to get the sensations going. I will also stick my suction dildo on to a wall and fuck it slowly either doggy style or sitting up. I like to hold my legs close to me for resistance - I can push against them to fuck the dildo deeper. I love to moan and groan as I fuck my dildo, and if I still have clips on my nipples, the fucking motion will give me twinges of pain that make me cry out.

Now I'm really horny, and my pussy is gushing with juices. Often I'll switch my webcam on and see if any of my cybersex contacts are around. I have several who love to watch me wank, and they will usually put their cameras on for me to watch them. I don't like to talk to them, I just want them to watch me play with myself. I used to regularly wank on Adultfriendfinder but the site crashes when I try to use my cam - a damn shame, because having 500 or more men and women watching me fuck myself got me so horny! There are a few other sites that let me wank on cam. I would love to show my face as I play and cum but there is too great a danger someone I know might be watching! I usually set my cam so it is visible to anyone who wants to watch it, rather than allowing only certain people to watch. I like the voyeuristic aspect.

If I'm wanking alone rather than on cam, I will usually build up almost to orgasm, either with my fingers or one of my vibrators, then stop and rest briefly. The more I build it up the better, so I like to try to hold off from cumming 10 or more times. Sometimes I can prolong it by just fucking my dildo for a bit, although if I am too close to cumming, even pushing the dildo into my cunt can make me cum.

Recently I've tried to squirt, but obviously I'm just not stimulating my g-spot enough. Maybe I need to fuck my dildo a lot longer, or turn my vibrator on and fuck my cunt with it for a long time. I'm not sure it's possible for me to feel any more horny so that's not the problem...

Friday, 17 October 2008

Fisting and object insertion

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Thursday, 14 August 2008

Here we go again

Once again I'm horny as hell and desperate for cock. I'm seriously considering picking up some random guy in a bar this weekend just so I can feel someone's cock sliding into my wet cunt, someone's fingers other than mine probing my clit. I am even temped to get in touch with ex boyfriends even though I probably burnt those bridges years ago and lets face it, there's no guarantee of a fuck there. They'd probably tell me to go screw myself (and I've been doing enough of that already).

The idea of going to a swinging club is also at the back of my mind. I don't think I'd ever have the confidence to do it but it may yet come to that, plus it would do something to satisfy my exhibitionist side. I think I'd need a personal recommendation from another single gal before I'd go anywhere.

The trouble with getting laid is that you want it again, and more often. And being a shy single gal whose friends are mainly coupled up, it's hard to meet single guys. At least, it's hard to meet single guys who I'd actually want to fuck, although as time goes on and I get hornier, my standards are starting to slip!

Time to find a fuckbuddy. This pussy needs cock, the bigger the better, and soon.