Getting in the mood

I'm going to try self-fisting again tonight. I felt all horny on the way home from work so I started to look at some porn when I got home, playing with my nipples and feeling my cunt getting wet. I've slid my dildo in my cunt to start stretching it and have clipped my nipples as this always gets me even wetter. I'll try to squirt again too, maybe fisting will help with that.

While some might say I like pretty 'vanilla' sex - no anal, no pain, my tastes definitely border on BDSM. You already know what an exhibitionist I am - it doesn't take much to get me to spread my legs for you on camera. Mmmm. That thought just made my pussy clench my dildo. But I love to have my nipples clamped, preferably with a weight hanging from them so they stretch a bit. I pump my clit regularly and love the way it looks when swollen. I tried a homemade pussy pump the other day but the suction wasn't strong enough. I want to buy an inflatable dildo so I can stretch my cunt as far as I can.

I can't wait for someone else to try fisting me, but the guys I've met so far aren't into it. I like being dominated, I want someone to throw me down, push my legs apart and shove his cock into me. I don't mean rape, but I do like the element of surprise and being taken roughly by a man who wants a fuck and doesn't care where he gets it. I want him to enjoy looking at my cunt, playing with it, flicking my clit, shoving his fingers, hand, cock or whatever is to hand in my cunt, making me cry out. I want him to fist me till I squirt, then force me to cum again and again. I want him to make me finger myself in front of him, while he watches, telling me what to do. I want him to lick and suck my clit and pussy, grab and flick my nipples. If he ties me up while he does this, well that's fine.

I've written before about my group sex fantasy, and all of the above comes into it. If there was a way to get loads of guys to each do something from the above, preferably several times over till I can't take no more and my pussy is stretched, swollen and pouring cum from my gaping, used cunt... well... that would be a good day ;)

I believe I said I'd post pics of my 'work' from time to time... well, tonight is unlikely to be the night but I will do. Now I need to get back to my buildup to fisting myself.