This pussy's ready for fucking

I need to drive somewhere remote, where I can lie down and finger myself, moaning as loudly as I want till I have a massive orgasm. I want to hear my yells echo around the empty space, really letting go. Of course I would like to do the same with a partner, both of us letting fly with no worries about whether the neighbours hear us.

Getting in the mood

I'm going to try self-fisting again tonight. I felt all horny on the way home from work so I started to look at some porn when I got home, playing with my nipples and feeling my cunt getting wet. I've slid my dildo in my cunt to start stretching it and have clipped my nipples as this always gets me even wetter. I'll try to squirt again too, maybe fisting will help with that.

While some might say I like pretty 'vanilla' sex - no anal, no pain, my tastes definitely border on BDSM. You already know what an exhibitionist I am - it doesn't take much to get me to spread my legs for you on camera. Mmmm. That thought just made my pussy clench my dildo. But I love to have my nipples clamped, preferably with a weight hanging from them so they stretch a bit. I pump my clit regularly and love the way it looks when swollen. I tried a homemade pussy pump the other day but the suction wasn't strong enough. I want to buy an inflatable dildo so I can stretch my cunt as far as I can.

I can't wait for someone else to try fisting me, but the guys I've met so far aren't into it. I like being dominated, I want someone to throw me down, push my legs apart and shove his cock into me. I don't mean rape, but I do like the element of surprise and being taken roughly by a man who wants a fuck and doesn't care where he gets it. I want him to enjoy looking at my cunt, playing with it, flicking my clit, shoving his fingers, hand, cock or whatever is to hand in my cunt, making me cry out. I want him to fist me till I squirt, then force me to cum again and again. I want him to make me finger myself in front of him, while he watches, telling me what to do. I want him to lick and suck my clit and pussy, grab and flick my nipples. If he ties me up while he does this, well that's fine.

I've written before about my group sex fantasy, and all of the above comes into it. If there was a way to get loads of guys to each do something from the above, preferably several times over till I can't take no more and my pussy is stretched, swollen and pouring cum from my gaping, used cunt... well... that would be a good day ;)

I believe I said I'd post pics of my 'work' from time to time... well, tonight is unlikely to be the night but I will do. Now I need to get back to my buildup to fisting myself.

Saturday afternoon fun

So I was browsing market stalls this morning and all the big fat vegetables got me so horny I couldn't wait to get home for a wank. I couldn't choose which ones I wanted and thought it might look a bit suspicious if I started testing their girth in front of the stallholders, so I picked a few of various sizes.

I love to stuff my cunt with large objects, as I've mentioned before, as one day I'd like to try fisting but my snatch is too tight right now - I can only get a few fingers in. Anyway, I'm getting ready to stretch my cunt and for the moment have my nipple clamps on and a suction cup on my clit - I love pumping my clit and watching it swell. It makes it much more sensitive too. My cunt is already very wet from getting so horny on the way home, but I'll still be smearing it with lube.

I haven't trimmed my pubic hair for weeks now, so I'm properly hairy and the hair is covered in cunt juices. The vegetables are by my side, ready to stretch my pussy. First I'm gonna look at some porn to get me even hornier, then I'll use my vibe on my clit and pussy to really get the juices flowing.

After watching some videos of fisting and women fingering themselves, I decided to give the first vegetable a go. My clit was nicely swollen from the suction and so I covered my cunt in lube and tried to push the aubergine in. My pussy obviously wasn't ready as it hurt a bit so I fucked myself with my dildo to get the lube spread around. I tried the aubergine again and slowly pushed it in. I love the way my cunt feels so full now. The aubergine slid out and I had a mild orgasm, presumably from my cunt being filled and stretched. I pushed it back in and added more lube; I'll need it for the next one, which is quite a bit wider and bigger than I've ever fit in my cunt before. I'll be surprised if it fits but I can feel my cunt getting used to the medium one.

Update: even after managing to fist myself, I couldn't fit the larger aubergine in - just too big!