Clit pumping

I think I've mentioned before how much I like pumping and engorging my clit. I don't have a special clit pump but you can get a pretty good effect with an aerosol lid squeezed on your labia to create a vaccuum. I have one on my pussy at the moment and it's a pleasurable discomfort as it pulls on my pussy. Here's how it looks after a few minutes:

Sorry for the poor quality, it's all I have at the moment. It's a little bit swollen but not ready yet. I'm going to try birthing again in a bit, and also see how big a bottle I can get in my cunt. As you can see I'm already pretty wet from looking at a nice bit of pumping porn. I'm straight but I love looking at big tits and juicy pussies.

Fisting is something I'd like to try with a partner. I fisted myself a few years ago but it takes time to get your cunt stretchy enough to take a hand. OK, let's see how my clit is looking now:

Getting there... Any of you want to fuck that juicy hole?

I'm giving my tits plenty of attention too - clamps on them at the moment and I might weigh them down later, I like feeling them pulled down with something heavy. Here they are just clamped:

I also managed to get a big shampoo bottle in my cunt, almost painful but felt amazing. Here's some shots of how it looked:

Cunt stuffing and orgasm denial

I'm fascinated by putting things in my cunt and this led me to birthing videos, where women put things in their pussies and then push them out. It's hard to describe the feeling of forcing something out, especially if it's something that gets partly stuck in your inner labia and you have to stretch your cunt lips to help it out. I love watching my pussy lips open wider and wider as the object is pushed out.
Feeling my vagina full of something is also a big turn-on. A cock is lovely, but big things that you can take whole - amazing. I had some love eggs that I used to wear inside me - they jiggle around and it really heightens arousal.

I'm also trying teasing and orgasm denial. I'm really a sub, and get really turned on by the idea of men doing things to me. I just found http://quitemystery.tumblr.com/ and his blog is so hot. He tells women how to masturbate and tells them when they can cum, and punishes them if they cum too soon. I cum very quickly when masturbating but want to take longer, so while I am writing this I am rubbing my clit almost to the point of orgasm, stopping and then doing it again a few minutes later. I want to condition myself to be able to masturbate for a long time before cumming. This may also help me squirt, something I achieved once but never since. My pussy is very swollen and my clit is really engorged, but I don't want to cum yet. I'm also rubbing the top of my clit rather than the tip.

i'm getting closer and closer and it's getting harder not to cum. It's usually at this point that I want a man to force me onto the bed, push my legs apart and ram his massive, stiff cock hard into me. No niceties, just a really nasty fuck, banging me without a care for whether I cum or not, it's all about him and his needs. He might pull out and spread my legs wide, examining my swollen cunt and giving it a slap before shoving himself into me again. I like it when men grab my tits and squeeze them when they're fucking me from behind, pulling on my nipples with each thrust.

I love seeing a man coming towards me with an erection, climbing on the bed towards my exposed pussy, with his quivering cock pointing right at me. I know where it's going and it's the anticipation that feels so good. When he finally relents and pushes into me.